February 2011
and it hurt as if some woman you loved very much and lived with year after year had died and now you would never again know her music her magic her unbelievable fidelity.
Charles Bukowski
“I tell ya, I remember a time when I was about… I was little, I don’t know… 4, 5 something like that. We had this old dog that had a litter of puppies. And I walked in the bathroom one day and my Mother was standing there, kneeling down… Dog had a litter of about 8, and my Mother was bending over killing each one of these little puppies in the bathtub. I remember I...